Wednesday, December 20, 2006

I'm back!!!

Hello kids,
I'm back. I'm sorry this has been seconded to school work. My life at school has gotten quite hectic. Being in theatre, I try to keep up with work, school work, Tv Production classes, and shows. I love shows. Seeing shows, being in shows, acting, just pretending. It's beautiful.
I'd like to throw a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! to all you who realize that Jesus was born in a manger with nothing and He left this world with all of our sins. I'd like to wish a Happy Holidays!!! to all of you who read this and are not Christan. I love this time of year. Winter is a wonderful season. It can be extremely beautiful. However, I must admit, I am finding this Christmas not as exciting as most. I feel a bit left out.
As you all know, this a big season for love. Well I'm growing up and wish to have love. However I know that Christ's Love is eternal and extremely beautiful and amazing fufilling. But God made women out of man and therefore we desire to be with man. We desire to be loved. I've gone through many Christmases without love. I know this desire may seem to make me selfish. I know that I must Trust God to fufill this desire which He creates. Sometimes it just gets difficult. I have experienced what it truely means to have love in Christ. And well perhaps that is why I desire love even more this Christmas season. It's just something I need to constantly pray for strength for. I know that this love will come at God's perfect timing. That it will be beautiful beyond measure and that God will have blessed it. But what if I've missed it? Will it come back?

The heart of a romantic can never be satisfied. However I refuse to think that Princes and Knights in Shining Armor do not exist. I truely believe that they do. They are few and rare. However, they are beautiful and well worth the wait.

His love with reach mountain tops.

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