Another Page Turned

So I'm on a new journey. This is my last week of classes as a freshman in college. Interesting huh? How fast it flies. It seems like it just started. Friendships are just starting to become stronger or weaker. You finally know who you can trust and who you can't. But next year things will be like a whole different world. You have to almost start all over again, adding to the relationships you've already built. Life is crazy like that.

Life is good. Things are great. I have a family up here. They are awesome. They give free back massages, lots of group hugs, they like to sing, dance, and just be crazy, and they are my friends. They hold a special place in heart from now until eternity. For they are always going to be there even when they aren't. For we are bound together by a secret bond called Success. Success in terms of hard work = amazing things. And we are family....through it all.

And I have a wonderful boyfriend. He kissed me for the first time last night and it was woah.... I swear I died and went to heaven. Something special is between us. I know God the Great Romantic is working hard on this love story. It's wonderful.....

Empty Thoughts in a Crowed head

So it's the new year! HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone.

What's on your resolution list? You know the one you put on your "to do" list. Come on, the one you know you're going to lose by the end of the week. Oh now you know what i'm talking about.

I don't have a resolution. I just want to be happier. I want to be as happy I was the day before New Years Eve. I was driving to the doctors, I felt like crap, yet the whole time I was driving I was singing and smiling. My day was just a happy one. I got a flu shot and tested for strep *everyone knows that a cotton swab down your throat sucks*. But I was listening to Michael Buble and I knew that I was going to see my best friend. Infact I only figured we would spend like 2 hrs together, we really spent 8 hrs together. He's great and so is his family. He's my best friend from home. The one who is always there for me no matter what. I love him for it. I want to be that happy all the time. Of course there will be times when I am angry or upset, but I want most of my days to be happy and full of laughter.

I'm a dreamer what can I say?

Distracting Stars

So you know those movies that are just really bad? You sit there watching them and you are saying to yourself "I paid $8 for this?" Saw one of those the other night. Not really the time of my life, so I made it up to myself and bought a sappy chick flick. I have watched it twice so far. It's nice to treat yourself every now and then.

Hanging out with the person you like is hard to do. Especially when they consider you their best friend and feel like they can tell you anything. They tell you about the other people they like, they talk nonstop about those people, they ask you advice on what to do about these people. And you give it to them, you go out of your way for them, you pretty much put them up on a pedistol. I should know, I've been in enough "best friend" relationships. It's hard. You just have to stick it out. There really isn't that much you can do but to wait and hope that maybe things will turn around. Maybe one day that person will wake up and realize what they are missing. Just make sure that you don't let them know how much you like them too soon, they might just get a little freaked out.

I've discovered I'm a bad driver on clear nights. The Stars distract me. It's really bad. I should probably work on that.

Don't be surprised
If I take you by the hand
and ask you to dance
I love the vision of your smile
as I twirl you around the dance floor
and call you mine
You're all I've ever wanted
*Copyrighted by me* (I'm serious)

First Post

So since everyone pretty much calls their first post, that I figured why break tradition. I think I'll pretty much be using this as a spot for my mind. It likes to venture off when I'm not looking and well my thoughts need to go somewhere right?

I'm home from school on break right now. Christmas was good, the New year is coming up and I'm excited. I've seen tons of family, not too many friends though, they all have their own lives. I wish I could see them though, most of them are a year or two younger than me and are what make my life so exciting. If they only knew how important they were to me.

Right now, my life is good. I'm statisfied. I'm having fun. There's just one thing missing, a guy to love me. I'm a complicated girl. I'm not easy to catch. Maybe I'm too picky. But he has to be perfect.

I better get out of here. Spending time with the cousin tonight.