I just want to yell
or scream
or cry
or hit something.
Today was one of those days. So there is this guy who always comes into my work and he has developed this crush on me and he's a few years older than me. I'm getting a bit freaked out by the whole deal cause he's assuming things and taking things way too fast for my liking. It makes me want to quit work but I make such good money there I can't afford to right now. Hopefully when I go back to school he will forget about me.
I leave for a conference tomorrow and it goes until the new year. I'm really quite excited for it. I get to see a whole bunch of my friends and make a ton more. I'm going to miss spending time with my family, especially taking the trip to see the Mummers Parade and my uncle and cousin marching in it. I hope that next year we go again so that I will be able to go. So that's a good thing.
Another good thing is that I am getting my new computer soon. Within minutes that's how soon and I cannot wait!!! So I'm gonna go finish packing soI can mess around with my computer!
Remember guys: A dream is a wish Your heart makes!
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Saturday, December 23, 2006
The Tug on my Heart
Tonight was great. I got to spend time with my amazing family who is just out of this world. They are beautiful!!! I love each and every one of them because each and everyone is unique. They are really special to me.
As we were driving home from my grandparent's tonight, I saw a really bad car accident. I lifted those people and their families up to God. It's just horrible how people don't pay attention during Christmas season. It was obviously the result of someone running a red light. People are just always in a hurry. Truth be told I would rather be late and get there safely, then be in a hurry and not get there at all. Especially during Christmas. This is a time for family, friends and most importantly love. Love of family and friends and God's love for us that He gave His ONLY son so that we might be free of sin. Talk about a love story.
Dear World,
Please slow down this Holiday Season. Please stay careful and safe. Be with the ones you love and remember the One who Loves Us more than anything else in this world. Realize that your actions will effect others. You could ruin and entire family's Christmas just as someone could ruin yours. Please take time to consider everyone else in the world. That's just one of the many ways we can achive peace. Love one another and be examples of Christ's love for others. I love you all dearly!
~Me~
Everyone be safe and spread lots of love this holiday!!!
As we were driving home from my grandparent's tonight, I saw a really bad car accident. I lifted those people and their families up to God. It's just horrible how people don't pay attention during Christmas season. It was obviously the result of someone running a red light. People are just always in a hurry. Truth be told I would rather be late and get there safely, then be in a hurry and not get there at all. Especially during Christmas. This is a time for family, friends and most importantly love. Love of family and friends and God's love for us that He gave His ONLY son so that we might be free of sin. Talk about a love story.
Dear World,
Please slow down this Holiday Season. Please stay careful and safe. Be with the ones you love and remember the One who Loves Us more than anything else in this world. Realize that your actions will effect others. You could ruin and entire family's Christmas just as someone could ruin yours. Please take time to consider everyone else in the world. That's just one of the many ways we can achive peace. Love one another and be examples of Christ's love for others. I love you all dearly!
~Me~
Everyone be safe and spread lots of love this holiday!!!
Friday, December 22, 2006
Relaxing Days
I must say that relaxing days are gifts from God.
Today was so nice. I picked up some last minute Christmas gifts and baked cookies. While baking cookies I sang Christmas songs at the top of my lungs. If you want to get rid of holiday stress, I highly suggest it. I also watched Pride and Prejudice in HD. A great movie, but it's even better in HD.
Later I went out with my mom and just hung out. We picked up some gifts and grabbed some dinner. I love hanging out with my mom. She's so wonderful!
In short, it was really nice to relax and take things slowly. It was also great to bond with my family. I'll have friend time later. Right now I need family time. It's been a really long time since we had family time. I love my family and I have no idea where I'd be without them. Tomorrow I get to go to work bright and early and then have Christmas at my grandmom's house!!! I love it and I'm so excited.
Later days!
Today was so nice. I picked up some last minute Christmas gifts and baked cookies. While baking cookies I sang Christmas songs at the top of my lungs. If you want to get rid of holiday stress, I highly suggest it. I also watched Pride and Prejudice in HD. A great movie, but it's even better in HD.
Later I went out with my mom and just hung out. We picked up some gifts and grabbed some dinner. I love hanging out with my mom. She's so wonderful!
In short, it was really nice to relax and take things slowly. It was also great to bond with my family. I'll have friend time later. Right now I need family time. It's been a really long time since we had family time. I love my family and I have no idea where I'd be without them. Tomorrow I get to go to work bright and early and then have Christmas at my grandmom's house!!! I love it and I'm so excited.
Later days!
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Amazing Gifts
Friends are beautiful blessings from God. They always seem to light up our world when we need it most.
So today I saw a bunch of friends!!! Two of my girls were working at the Diner today so i stopped in to see then and we had some great conversation. I think we are even going to get a manicure and pedicure tomorrow so that will be fun.
I also got to hang out and go shopping with one of the bestest. We had a blast and we were able to hang out at my house for a bit. I am such a good gift picker for people I don't know! haha. No we had so much fun! I love Christmas shopping! I even got a Christmas outfit!!! It's cute! I love it! So we had a great time! I really needed to just have a fun relaxing time. I feel like the stress of finals is still lingering. I'm really not into Christmas this year. However this weekend looks promising.
I love hanging out with Family and friends and of course...Christmas mass!!! it will be wonderfuL!!!!! I can't wait!
Until then...
So today I saw a bunch of friends!!! Two of my girls were working at the Diner today so i stopped in to see then and we had some great conversation. I think we are even going to get a manicure and pedicure tomorrow so that will be fun.
I also got to hang out and go shopping with one of the bestest. We had a blast and we were able to hang out at my house for a bit. I am such a good gift picker for people I don't know! haha. No we had so much fun! I love Christmas shopping! I even got a Christmas outfit!!! It's cute! I love it! So we had a great time! I really needed to just have a fun relaxing time. I feel like the stress of finals is still lingering. I'm really not into Christmas this year. However this weekend looks promising.
I love hanging out with Family and friends and of course...Christmas mass!!! it will be wonderfuL!!!!! I can't wait!
Until then...
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
I'm back!!!
Hello kids,
I'm back. I'm sorry this has been seconded to school work. My life at school has gotten quite hectic. Being in theatre, I try to keep up with work, school work, Tv Production classes, and shows. I love shows. Seeing shows, being in shows, acting, just pretending. It's beautiful.
I'd like to throw a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! to all you who realize that Jesus was born in a manger with nothing and He left this world with all of our sins. I'd like to wish a Happy Holidays!!! to all of you who read this and are not Christan. I love this time of year. Winter is a wonderful season. It can be extremely beautiful. However, I must admit, I am finding this Christmas not as exciting as most. I feel a bit left out.
As you all know, this a big season for love. Well I'm growing up and wish to have love. However I know that Christ's Love is eternal and extremely beautiful and amazing fufilling. But God made women out of man and therefore we desire to be with man. We desire to be loved. I've gone through many Christmases without love. I know this desire may seem to make me selfish. I know that I must Trust God to fufill this desire which He creates. Sometimes it just gets difficult. I have experienced what it truely means to have love in Christ. And well perhaps that is why I desire love even more this Christmas season. It's just something I need to constantly pray for strength for. I know that this love will come at God's perfect timing. That it will be beautiful beyond measure and that God will have blessed it. But what if I've missed it? Will it come back?
The heart of a romantic can never be satisfied. However I refuse to think that Princes and Knights in Shining Armor do not exist. I truely believe that they do. They are few and rare. However, they are beautiful and well worth the wait.
His love with reach mountain tops.
I'm back. I'm sorry this has been seconded to school work. My life at school has gotten quite hectic. Being in theatre, I try to keep up with work, school work, Tv Production classes, and shows. I love shows. Seeing shows, being in shows, acting, just pretending. It's beautiful.
I'd like to throw a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! to all you who realize that Jesus was born in a manger with nothing and He left this world with all of our sins. I'd like to wish a Happy Holidays!!! to all of you who read this and are not Christan. I love this time of year. Winter is a wonderful season. It can be extremely beautiful. However, I must admit, I am finding this Christmas not as exciting as most. I feel a bit left out.
As you all know, this a big season for love. Well I'm growing up and wish to have love. However I know that Christ's Love is eternal and extremely beautiful and amazing fufilling. But God made women out of man and therefore we desire to be with man. We desire to be loved. I've gone through many Christmases without love. I know this desire may seem to make me selfish. I know that I must Trust God to fufill this desire which He creates. Sometimes it just gets difficult. I have experienced what it truely means to have love in Christ. And well perhaps that is why I desire love even more this Christmas season. It's just something I need to constantly pray for strength for. I know that this love will come at God's perfect timing. That it will be beautiful beyond measure and that God will have blessed it. But what if I've missed it? Will it come back?
The heart of a romantic can never be satisfied. However I refuse to think that Princes and Knights in Shining Armor do not exist. I truely believe that they do. They are few and rare. However, they are beautiful and well worth the wait.
His love with reach mountain tops.
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